WB45: OBSTACLE CLEARED. for now?

 THIS WEEK::🙀🙀

-This week I didn't go to school on monday because I got sick lol... Anyways another thing that happened this week was SBA MAKEUP TEST. It was so stressful but It made me push harder as I studied more and tried to believe myself. As a result, my last blog I said,"Then for the math one, its like I forgot everything that I learned which and I was stresing so hard I studied for 3 days. And like when I opened the test I completely forgot what angles were. But the ELA ones weren't that bad. Im not looking forward to EOC or Iready Diagnostic. I feel like I'm losing my mind and I can't relax." Which was indeed true but I asked Mrs Acob for my ELA result and she said I got LEVEL 4! She said I was ready for highschool and got full points! And then I got 2800 something on the SBA MATH whcih was the level 4! WHICH WAS AWESOME WHAT THE HECK??? And then in for science I got 523! Which is more than what I got last time 501! and I said that I didn't know anything on the science? I really didn't but I still did good!. Anyways another thing that happened this week was that there was this girl who was like a furry or smt and she was ripping up her pass in the cafe and she was like NOT DOING HER TEST DUDE LIKE WHATT. THEN ARIYA NAD MARSALI WERE TALKING ABOUT HER IN a102 AND WOAH BRO. this week period 5 had tv and like it was not the bad. I CANNOT BELEIVE THE MICS WERE ON. thank goodness for ariya's singing omg. LOVE YOU ARIYA. I can't believe they were on because all I did was close and reopen the live and I guess I thoguht I turned them off but it turns out they were actually on. ALSO THIS WEEK. NINJAGO DRAGONS RISING SEASON 3 PART ONE CAME OUT. AND HONESTLY THE WRITERS FOR THIS SHOW ARE SO PMO BRO. LIKE ZANE, aka a ninja whose secretly a robot, HE ISNT JUST A ROBOT OMG. I'm glad they atleast found P.I.X.A.L and Jay also. Gang back togehter except for Wu... ALSO THEY MENTIONED MORRO. MORRO MENTION HOLY MOLY. ALSO DUDE ARIN IS SO PMO BECAUSE LIKE WHY TF ARE YOU BETRAYING LLOYD... I get he wants to save his parents but seriously hes been so IDK IRRITATINg. But atleast he can acutally defend himself now IG.... THEN SORA IS FOLLOWING RAS AND ARIN LIKE WHAT THE HELL DUDE. WHAT ARE THE WRITERS THINKING OHMG. I seriously wish that they would actually incorperate the STUFF FROM THE OLD SeASON TOO LIKE HELLO LLOYD WAS AN ONI. AND HE HAS THE EPIC ONI FORM AND THEN NINJAS HAVE THAT OTHER FORM. WHAT HAPPENED TO THAT GUYS???. ALSo but on the bright side my glorious king the brown ninja is back and hes back with a SICK, FRESH, TUFF SUIT. Also I feel like they are like down playing the other ninja a bit because they are hella experienced guyss... shouldn't they I dunno BE STRONGER?? sigh... yeah anyways I also learned who ash trevino is AND SHES CRAZY WTF IS A PRISON WIFE?? you've gotta be sick dude. another thing I was watching documentaries on the KKK becuase my friend killian mentioned them all I knew was that they were racist but I didn't know there wasLITERAL MOVIES ON THEM. THAT IS SO RACIST BRO. and then we went to ice palace on friday it was so fun I actually feel like I got better at skating and it feels more natural. I just need to work on keeping balance because there were times when i felt like I was leaning too back. I LEARNED HOW TO TURN AND BRAKE TOO! AWESOME. also this week we worked on props! 12 SECONDS. TEAM SPEED. LMAOOOAOISJADOJ. This week overall was lowkey fun. not excited for more tests and finals though.. and we also had this stupid portoflio we were supposed ot be working on throughout the year. in advisory. so stupoid dude.  

HIGHTLIGHTS:: 

 some highlights of this week was that I actually DID GREAT ON THE MATH SBA. I thought the entire time I was getting level 2 but I WAS ACTUALLY AT LEVEL 4. AND AT 2800s WHICH WAS ABSOLUTELY JAW DROPPING. For science I got 523. THAT IS BETTER THAN 501. OH MY GOODNESS LIKE IM SO PROUD OF MYSELF. Now I'm gonna laugh at myself for last week LOLOLOL. Another highlight is that I watched soo many documentaries again. I really like watching documentaries as I'm doing things because I feel like they're engaging but not distracting and also its kinda like having a conversation in the background because in documentaries all they do is talk to well the viewer and the viewer doesn't have to respond so its just like it kinda boosts my knowledge too no incidents like A lava lamp on the oven or gum exploding someone jaw off or even like documentaries on killers or scientific phenomenons. I also liked watching reaction videos lol. Another highlight of the week would be the various projects I started. I started this elliot (a roblox charcter) box figure out of cardboard and I was spending SOOO MUCH TIME TRYING TO FIND A HOT GLUE GUN. IT WAS CRAZY. But overall I'm almost finished I just needed to finish the hair, hat, ponytail, and arm and pants details. Seems like A lot but its really easy. I dunno making things just give me so much satisfaction because I can control the process at my own pace. Also another highlight is multitasking when I watch stuff in the background like a documentary as I work on several assignments I feel like I feel more engaged. Another highlight was ice palace it was so fun in fact I fell 4 times.. last year I fell 2-3 times but I feel like I got better at 

LOWLIGHTS::

- This week didn't have that many lowlights actually! However the first lowlight would be feeling sick. This week I got sick and I also got nominated for the ice bucket challenge but I was just gonna get more sick... Anyways when I got back from school I went STRAIGHT to Make up testing. WHICH WAS UNEXPECTED. Honestly It had me very worried because even though we had such great 5 day weekend, I was still constantly thinking about Math and science SBA. However that stress just prompted me to work on several projects to make myself feel better and feel like I accomplished something through the week. I missed period five on monday which was a lowlight too. Anyways another lowlight of the week would be how tired I was. I always tell myself to get more sleep, but I feel like that the time I spend on homework and other work uses up so much of my time that I can't have time to do what I wanna finish so I stay up late to finish it throughout the week. Anyways I was so tired and I kept confusing hte dates and everything. Another lowlight was hot glue, like I got the wrong size glue stick and used it in my glue gun (bad idea but I found out the hard way) AND MY HOT GLUE GUN GOT JAMMED AND IMMEDITATELY AFTER MY CHARGER BROKE. BIGGEST LOWLIGHT. REALIZING ITS APRIL NOT MAY. My guitar teacher said, No lessons MAY 18-24. I was like okay no lessons this week! and we had the props... THEN HE ASKED "are you running late today?" I was confused until I checked in the car and realized, IT SAYED MAY NOT APRIL. IM GOING CRAZY LMAO. 

 

LESSON(s) LEARNED::

This week I learned that feelings aren't always facts and the importance of resilience. Just because you feel like you're falling short, doesn't always mean you are. Sometimes I feel like I don't have enough ability or do enough no matter what I do. I always see my tiny flaws because Afterall we're our own harshest critics. But seeing other people's perspective of things can always sway my mood in a good way. It makes me realize growth and progression is better than perfection. Doing things that don't come out your way can make you feel terrible but realizing what you can learn from that is more important. Letting go of perfection and comparison can help you realize that you need to focus on what you've accomplished and what you can bring on to accomplish more. Having Resilience lets you come back stronger. 

FAV MAGIC NOTE::

 My favorite magic notes have to be from Ariya and Olivia. Ariya's magic note was funny becuase Mr INg made it seem like light work moving the t-shirt press thing and also THE ANGLE. THAT MADE EVERYTHING EASIER LOLOL. And like Shes so right we need to do more outings like we should go hang out at  each other's houses or smt... Anyways another favorite magic note is Olivia's because I tend have some sort of nagging feeling that I'm not competent or im inadequate but seeing that Olivia says that I'm incredibly dedicated to my work and work hard makes me feel proud of myself. Her magic note also made me smile.