WB43: OVERLOOKED.

 THIS WEEK:: 😣😣💢

- This week was mostly review for SBA.This week went by so slow wtf. IF I'm being honest the review wasn't completely useless.. I just think the science one was. We got a huge packet with drawing our own models... the only thing I think that would be useful for would be to do the multiple choice problems.. but they are not making us draw on SBA bro.. This week I've been watching a lot of things too. Rewatching things and finsihing up what I didn't finish watching. I watched Texas Chainsaw Massacre and honestly it was so sad for the ending like man they finally got back together and then the other one just dies. Im continuing to watch pluto. and monster. Then finally I was rewatchign mob pyscho and hunter hunter again. This week we also had parent orientation and that day , tuesday, was so cool. So as we waitied for linner, Me, Sonora, Valerie, Meygan, Jacob adn Cassell we decided to do put the finger down toxic edition! Anyways I think it started with me coming back from boba cafe and being like.. sonora. cmere.. and I was like, were gonna see how TOXIC you are... LMAO IT WAS SO FUNNY BECAUSE CASSELL AND JACOB WERE LIKE "put your finger down" do each other. Afterwards we watched horror films! We watched childer and it was pretty crazy.. LIKE THAT MOM WAS ON SMT BRO. LIKE SHE WAS A CLEAN FREAK AND THEN SHE LIKE KILLED HER KID BECAUSE HE WAS SO DIRTY FROM PLAYING WITH THE KIDS... Like bro. and the FORESHADOWINg. "I'll make you a ghost" you quite literally... MEYGAN WAS SO SPOOKED OMG IT WAS SO CRAYZYAYA. ANd whats funnier was that naomi and mikayla were also wathcing horror but MIKAYLA WAS SCREAAAMING.. and I remmeber they came in was like "Mr INg is mad>" as a joke and cassell was like, you guys did that.. Last year. Okay anyways speaking of horror, we watchd thanksgiving this week and clown.. horror movies whatever. ANYWAYS THANKSGIVING WAS SO UNREAL. like woah dude. he took thanksgiving too seriously with killing them and turning them into food... like dude. I HATE WHEN LIKE IN HORROR MOVIES THEY ARE GETTING CHASED BY A MONSTER OR A KILLER AND INSTEAD OF LIKE MAKING SURE its like DEAD DEAD, they just walk away.  LIKE dude. Id make sure the killer chasing me is DEAD AS HELL like gone gone and like I dunno NO LONGER FUNCTIONAL TO KILL ME?? thats why some characters die at the end of horror movies. after they get together and were like "we survived." LIKE WELL YOURE DEAD SEVERAL SECONDS LATER. I find it ridicilous how horror movies can make you like rethink rationality. Explore the building where the killer came from? I think you shouldnt do that. BUT THEY DID IT ANYWAY LIKE DUDE...... sigh pmo. Anyways this week had my dreading testing so much and like ive been doing so much to distract myself from testing like I painted, I listened to music and I watched movies. Also I forogt to mention that on tuesday I left my ipad at school.. but I got it back yay! This week I've been kinda just like... so during recess I hangout with some people but not nessarily talk to them.. some of them are lowkey annyoing like go away??? I only hang out there because theres the main people I talk to there...... and like dude I try not to show Im irritated when talking to some of them.... theyre lowkey crazy... MOVING ON. I NEED TO FINISH SONIC ZOMBIES. I also cleaned up my room a lot yahoo!. Also coming back, the SBA schedule is so stupid. 2 hours for each test? you know how many kids dont finish in one period? MORE THAN HALF TEH CLASS. AND WHATS AN EXTRA I dunno 20-30 minutes gonna do to them when they aren't even close to halfway through the test....

HIGHTLIGHTS::  

 A highlight of the week would be cleaning my room because its been bugging me out. Another highlight would be making these dumb roleplays with my figurines because of how bored i was. Sadly I had no guitar lessons this week but next week I have one hour lesson. Also this week I was locked in for practicing like I can play it at tempo now better than last last week. Anotehr highlight would be finding all these edits with these cool songs because honestly I know more songs now and I have more animatic ideas... hahaha.. Another highlight was getting all my work done this week. its bene stressing me out since I missed some last week but Im caught up and have all As. Another highlight would be that I can finally start thinking of other songs I wanna learn on my guitar. I'm thinking, I am all of me, going under, or petals. I mostly wanna work on bending so I think I'll do going under, but I really wanna learn I am all of me for my brother... Im stuck in between. then I need to learn a song for my aunties wedding but the only thing is that I LOST MY CAPO... I have no idea where it is even afer cleaning up.. ANother highlight is that some days I got ready surprisingly early. ANotehr highlight would be finding my dad, uncle, and auntie in the old yearbooks. Final highligh would be this week is over and sleeping. 

LOWLIGHTS::

- Tirppnig on my shoelaces, and almost EATING THE STAIRS. bro thank god I caught myself. Anyways another lowlight would be forgetting my ipad since I was in a rush. Another lwolight would be highschool. I'm genuinely a tad bit afraid of highschool. THinking about it. Im confused, I don't know what I should be doing, but then looking through another lense, highschool I can focus on myself and I can work on my skills and honestly I shouldn't be afraid of it. I guess I just don't like being uncertain or confused. I like to know what I'm doing. But then that can be not really solid since I could always change what I want to do. I guess I'm just looking forward to clearing up the confusion I have for highschool. Another lowlight would be how tired I was throughout the week. I stayed up late which is completely on me but, I just feel like hwen I get home from school, I spend all my time doing homework, studying, making sure I'm done with everything before I can do what I want to do. But sometimes it doesn't work and I finish at like 7PM... and I just feel like I don't have time to do what I want to do so I stay up to compensate for the lost time that I wanted to spend on myself. Another lowlight would be my messy room but I cleaned it up. Final lowlight would be SBA. Pretty nervous. Ive done the practice tests twice and I need to study more on rotation since I FORGOT. and I also need to just go over my notes and practice. But I still have sunday and monday to study since the first day of testing is just ELA. 

 

LESSON LEARNED::

- My lesson learned of the week is not to rush because when youre in a rush you kinda forget what your doing... or you overlook things that you wouldn't have if you were acutally paying attention to what you were doing. Thats what happened this week with my ipad since I forgot where I put it and was in a rush since my dad was coming and I didn't really wanna make anyone wait for me.. but in the end I happened to be the one of the last ones leaving.. even though I live like five minutes away (by car) anways summary, sometimes stopping and thinking is better than breezing through and rushing. In a way it just makes me more overwhelmed and makes me feel like im not all there since I have other things to think about. 

FAV MAGIC NOTE::

- My faovrite magic note has to be cheyanne. Especially the back side. Her talking about ever since summer she admired me! That honestly made me incredibly happy because in a way it reminds me of how I saw some of the 8th graders last year as a 7th grader. For example mal! And the bit where she talks about expressing herself, until she met me, like that reminds me so much of my 7th grade self and how I looked up to mal and mal would always make fun of me and yet still she always had a huge impact on me because she kinda brought out the part of me that likes to talk and express what I like. Cheyanne's magic note this week made me really happy like... 7th grade me would probably look at 8th grade me and be like, Wow. Especially 6th grade me. I always wondered if I would ever at some point come off as someone people could admire and like It makes me so genuinely happy that people can see me in such a way that I thought was impossible before. love you cheyanne :3