Weekly Blog #33 : MAN… (04-29/ 05-03)

 This week... —🦑🦑

-what is upp yaallzers!Q!! To start off this week.. aka sunday, my sister, Madi, performed in the theatre at LCC!! It was called through the decades and she sang firework!! (awesome saucse!) The lighting in those performances... WERE DROP DEAD GORGEOUS! the dancers were so amazing! they had highschoolers, middle schools, and even young little kids in like elementary...Anywayyss... monday! the start of my procrastination...(i really need to stop... eruhefuha) anyways I had a dream that I didn't do my homework...my math homewrok.. specfically numebr 13..(weird>) but it turns o ut I did! i checked it at 12 AM dude... then didn't sleep :// . . . uhhh MY BACK HURTS... MY POSTRUE IS SOOOO BAD>..(shrimp.._) and my stomatch hurts sooo mcuh dudee... idk why cause like i barely even ate anything that could cause my stomach to hurt broo. i wanna go back to ice palace frr.. even though my entire body hurt for like half the week... the fun was worth it.. ALSO.. IT WAS LITERALLY SO FREAKIN HOT... I WAS SWEATING SOOSOS MUCH I EVEN SHOWERED NOT ONCE, NOT TWICE, BUT THREE TIMES!! tuesday Ii was craving a grilled cheese...(yeah idk why..) and I got one!! jolene's grilled chese was yummumumuy... ALSO I PULELD AN ALL NIGHTER... to start a sketchbook! loL!! I watched some crazzyy documentaries... in fact yk I actually like stayed up a lot this week just to draw things in my sketchbook... ive been feeling somewhat motivated lately...yet hella tired dude like i see eyebags loll... kinda msesd up my slep schedule too im sleeping more in the day than in the night... also I gave my bst frind azalea a sketchbook! azalea relly likes it and has been draiwn gin it alot...(which makes me happy :3) Also cassell was making stuf.. like the caveman he is... (LMAO) and bro also mr cole was malfuctioning on wednesday, he was about to repeat an entire past lesson until someone told him.."mr cole didn't we do this already?" which was so funny bc i thought i was the only one who was like...didnt we do this??? on thursday we had free lunch from mrs miya and I got popsicles@ strabeerry! one for me and one for azalea!! a little beggar came up to us and emptied his entire bag for a popsicle..(we ate it btw..) also mr cole is so funny.. he saw us and was like.. man i want a popsicle... nah nvm... then came back and was like.. screw it I want a popsicle.. then he opened the door and was like.., "I have a question..." ANWYAYS IL LOVE MY EEVNS THESE PAST TWO WEEKS>.. ABSOLUTE LIGHTWOROKK!! also.. jaydin is so funny//... (STOP STAYING WHEN IM TRYING TO SAY BTYE... ITS SO... AEWKDARD AND FUNY>....asjfdklajos) made it through the week lols! yipeee i feel so motiavated! also dylan was like trying to name a dog... WHY DOES HSI DOG THINGS HAVE SUCH CRAYZ NAMES... like myhawk(i think) molestr? and BORDER HOPER? uhh.. what the hay.... you do you ig... LMAO! also going back to the documentaries i watched... im gonna elaborate on them because there just so crazy i cant help but think about it.. so junko.. was such an unfortunate girl man.. all she did was reject a thug and that ended up with her being constantly raped, beaten, burned, and even dropped dunbells on, and like she went through soo much torture man... and whats even more fcked up about this case was that about 100 men did these things to her and some of those people are still walking the earth today...anyways the other one about they guy rwriting his own self insert and revenge fantasies is so crazy... thinking he was... "a sigma alpha male" he murdered people and stuff... SAYING HE WAS IN CHARGE>.. HE WAS ALSO AMILITARY WANNABE>>.... (he died tohough but still he was spouting sooosososo much nonsense..>!!!!!!!!) also we finsihed the outsiers and now i just gotta work on my project...uerhhghh but     i think ill just realax for a bit.. its not due till the 24th anyway!!!!! also i should get jaydin a cat one day.... (losl!)

Highlights... —

-  I got a few highlights for this weekek!! HORAAY! anyways to start, yk when you say something to someone for so long and they finally say it back to you? (for ex: good morning!) THATS WHAT HAPPENED!! one of my betstse friends finanaly said love u back to me :3!! i liek saying love you to friends that im relly close with :P! uhh moving on another highlight was this fnaf room thing i made in my sketchbook... IT WAS WORTH WRECKING MY ROOM AND STAYING UP UNTIL 4:30 AM... im so proud of it... but the only thing is that I literalywas focusing it on the first game right.. BUT I ADDED A CHARACTER FROM THE SECOND GAME. WHO WASN"T INTRODUCED IN THE FIRST ONE.... but overall it was preaty cooliO! Another highlight was watching documentarys... their so entertaining fro me... so I watched a couple but three really stuck out..., 1. Junko Furuta aka one of the worst cases of all time, uhh some guy who had a head and hands in his closet, and a guy who wrote "fanfiction" on his victims and made revenge fantasies before actually murdering them... whcih was absolutely ridiculous.. Another highlight is at the 8th grade banquet.. be sienna, alex, and olivia were like... blloody mary bloody maryu.... AND THE LIGHTS FLICKERED>... WE ALMOST SACFRICED OLVIA??!?!@ anwyas Final highlight of the week is that I hung out a lot with my friend azalea. we watched aot and the digital cirus...(jacob was there for that one. too...speaking of which i haev to work on his letter) anyway we had popsicles tgther while watching aot outside mrs miyas!! dude I've been talking to azalea lately like a lot and like I love how our experiences are not completely same but share similarites ... its hard trying to talk to someone who hasn't expereiecned something simlilar to what you have.. we also talked about just thoughts on general things too! which was reallyl fun.. i lvoe the funy gifs we send each other :3! Another highlight of the week was going to the fair thingy at Kai'imiloa!! it was rely fun... so bsaically val, mal, char, jaydin, and charlie was who i stayed with!! mark was there too! he fed charlie a pankcake or somt... ANYWASY CHARLIE IS A CAT MAL FOUND???! charlie sat in my bag... for the entire time and tried to run away... a few times but he liked the bag and slept in there... he nibbled on my finger...! hes rly loud.. and jaydin really likes charlie!! jaydin should definently get a cat in the future he was so entertained by it... anyways i got stickers... i spent almost $30...!! woah. uhhh char and mal and jaydin are little monkeys... climbing things... MAL WAS SCARED OF THIS BUG HTINGY LOL.. 

Lowlights... —

- maybe a lot of lowlights? idk.. anyways one lowlight is the fact that since I mostly work when sienna and olivia is on tv, i dont really have much to when alex is on TV... like i just hop around jobs... like ill help with music... ill help out in tv... and just come and visit the IDs every now and then.. lowkey felt a bitt useless but hey I did manage to help... IN FACT! im pretty sure one time when alex's group was on tv, i stayed in there in case they needed anything and like THE LAST SLIDE WAS MISSING! i had to quickly type the last slide out by memory within like one minute or 20 seconds.. (literally speedy cause I DID IT!!!!!!!) another lowlight of this week is how tired ive been... and how well... lately ive been just like... "Man...." and just thinking about whats been going on in my life and thinking about welll what ive been doing with my life...but i know its only temporary.. im prolly just bored. Also.. ive been thinking about how we stopped looping... BRO FR CANT HAVE SHIT WHEN WE GET HERE>... i dont wana leave our teachers...(minus ms scarwhorobo)... like 7-3 teachers are GOATED. im being fr like mr cole is like THE LEGENDARY SS TEACHER... and like MRS CHEN MIGHT BE ANNOYING FROM TIME TO TIME BUT SHES ACTUALLY RLLY HELPFUL... i can't believe how i only realize now how awesome my teachers are...(EXCLUDING MS SCARBORUH) 

Lesson Learned ... —

- my lessoned learned of this week is to find your own sense of confidence. Don't go looking for other people to give you the validation YOU WANT. you have to find it yourself. I feel like to have a strong mindset, you have to know yourself in some ways... like the aspects that make you...you and stuff. also. . . developing your confidence is something that you should start with first. . . I think it's troubling to look for other people for their validation because sometimes people want someone so... specific... that they end up never being happy.

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