WB46: 4PEAT 4PEAT!! 💜💚💜

 THIS WEEK:: 💌💫

- 4PEAT 4PEAT! HELL YEAH ROYAL PRODIGIES LITERALLY TOOK OVER THE STAGE. This week was genuinely pretty fun and rainy..! I had some pretty interesting days this week... Haha anyways in period 5 emma was talking about brainrot evoluton.. we PAINTED! it was pretty fire but i got some on my pants.. ITS okay if anything I'll draw my own design on it. This week I watched a lot of this one youtuber named Kenji and he just makes some pretty silly videos that are pretty fun. Also this week computer science was so pmo because like ITS SO TIRING SOMETIMES BECAUSE I DONT WANNA DO THE WORK CAUSE IM ALWAYS THE ONE DOING ALL THE WORK IN MY GROUP IN TS CLASS it doesn't matter if I try like evening it out it just comes to happen majority of the times...I also downloaded tiktok lol. My siblings also had their spring program but my borhter was sick so he missed his first spring program whcih was pretty sad because he was so excited and was asking me if I could not go to school on friday to watch him dance. But he ended up not going and he was pretty sad about it but I played games with him and he was pretty happy after. hes been jumping around when he sees me and its really silly but I'm glad he isnt sad anymore. Another thing that happened this week was that my sister had to stay in my room since my brother and her share a room but since he was sick my mom sent her to my room. and the entire time she kept playing shorts...If anything I don't really like reels a lot like the maxium amount a day I spend on reels is 1.5 hours. like I always spend only 30 minutes or try to spend 30 minutes on instagram. My daily hours on instagram is probably less than an hour. anyways another thing that happened this week was that I felt awfully awake this week despite my less amount of sleep. That reminds me of meygan when she talked about how I seem so energetic. I guess I do. People say so. Sometimes it can be hard for me to believe others when they complement me since I guess its because I know I can do better. I always strive to grow and thats how my mindset just is. If I did better than last time, then why not do better than this time too? I guess that's how I see it because I always want to grow from each experience. I also think it might be because of my high personal standards. My dad says its good to have high standards but he tells me that if I set high expectations for myself, when people compliment me or say things to me about my work my expectations could make me see myself as falling short for what I really aim for. My dad is one of my biggest teachers in my life honestly and its so funny because he'll always talk about such meaningful things and he always tells me hes not always right which i understand but he always makes me feel like what I'm choosing to do for myself is right. Another thing that happened this week is that we had our last math lesson and pretty much all my classes are working on a final. like social studise will have a summative and like math has eoc, sceince has the debate, and ela has the final writing piece. Time is going by so fast like I'm gonna miss my teacehrs wtf. Also back to dance comp, I SAW MY 8TH GRADERS. I missed mal soo much jayna too and reese and jabez and mark and jaydin and like literally all of them... I'm so glad we got to see each other hehehe cause I barely see them anymore only when theyre on campus! or at the library. Speaking of library I'm reading a book called lives of the monster dogs about these monster 6ft dogs who are very smart, have prosthetic arms and stand upright like insane become an nba basket ball player at this point. also I love cheyanne and emma my sigma peas in a pod. This week was pretty great. HONEST! 

HIGHTLIGHTS:: 

 OKAY OKAY. The biggest highlight obviously has to be the dance comp because it was actually so freaking fun and i'm extremely grateful that I was able to contribute and be apart of the Royal Prodigies win. Also ninjago dragons rising season 3 came out last week and I rewatched it! Honestly what I have to say is dude like literally I HATE WHEN PEOPLE MISINTEPRET CHARACTERS OR THE WRITERS LOSE THE TOTAL ASPECT OF WHAT MADE THE CHARACTERS LIKEABLE, REASONABLE, RELATABLE, AND WHAT MADE THEM well.. THEM. Like zane from ninjago. He isn't JUST A ROBOT. He's pretty much human just not in body. LIKE STOP SAYING. Oh cause I'm a robot I can't do this! or that!. NO HE LITERALLY SAYS HE CAN FEEL EMOTIONS AND HE HAS HUMOR TOO. STOP LYRING TO YOURSELVES WRITERS. another character who gets often mischaracterized is SONIC THE HEDGEHOG HIMSELF AMD SHADOW OMG. okay anyways yeah. enough before I talk more about it. Another highlight is learning Semi-Charmed life and part of Lost ones weeping for guitar lesson I LOVELOVELOVE MY GUITAR. Like i've been having so much fun. I also have enoguh for my 350 amp.... SO FREAKKING EPENSIVE DUDE. I honestly wanna get a job so I can actually earn money for the things I want. cause like I already know my parents are busy and have thier own things to pay. 

LOWLIGHTS::

- My lowlight this week is being sick or unwell. It's not that I'm coughing of have a fever its just like everything HURTS. I didn't even DO MUCH. Like I have blisters on my feet and hands for some reason. Another lowlight was that the dance comp was making my ears ring a lot and my head hurt at some parts ESPEICALLY WHEN THERE WAS THOSE PEOPLE FLASHING THEIR LIGHTS..... like ALMOST DIRECTLY IN my eyes and sometimes bright lights only worsen my headache.. that was one of those times. Another lowlight is that time is moving way to fast. Seriously. WAY TO FAST. I can't believe dance comp just finished because what the hell its going way to fast holy crap. Slow down bro.. another lowlight of the week is sleep I say that for every week, but I just can't sleep I just feel a constant need to be doing something like I literally got up at 2 am and played on my guitar and I started drawing and watching movies as I did so.... yah.. the biggest lowlight of this week probably the fact that instruments and equipment are SO EXPENISVE. i wanted to get an amp, a good one.. 350! then I was like maybe I should get a bass instead and the bass costs 250(?) or 220 and like the amp cost 140.... DUDE SO MUCH MONEY BRO. but I saved up for my amp. Sadly I'll be broke. 379-350 = 29.....

 

LESSON LEARNED::

- my lesson learned of this week is to focus on the sense of accomplishment rather than the relief because sometimes people compare their lowlights to someone's highlight before even recognizing their accomplishments. I learned this because throughout the week I felt unproductive and wouldn't go to sleep if I didn't "accomplish" anything that day. being productive doesn't affect your worth or mean you're not progressing. It doesn't mean anything because eventually you'll be able to come with an idea and follow through it. But that doesn't mean to slack off. Another lesson I learned is about myself. I learned that when people are down, it can shift my mood too. Sometimes even bringing me down. That just made me realize that I'm able to be self-aware of my own emotions and understand dynamics and how mood shifts can affect communication and such. 

FAV MAGIC NOTE::

-My favorite magic note has to be cheyannes because she said I taught her how to be cool and like woah dude SEE I DONT EVEN KNOW HOW I STARTED SAYING DUDE. LIKE IR EMEMBER I CALLED MY DAD DUDE> WITHOUT REALIZING IT. I guess I might've gotten it from mal.. but seriosuly I don't remmeber when I started saying bro thats crazy or woah dude. Like I didn't even know I was saying it THAT MUCH. sLOL  i love cheyanne.