WB41: NEW ROOM!

 THIS WEEK:: 💢💥

- Has me a bit worried for 4th quarter.. Mostly for testing ESPECIALLY FOR MATH. SBA, EOC, and IREADY DIAGNOSTIC? dude.. talk about overwhelmed.. Anyways this week we had wednesday off which kinda split our week into two. Honestly if im being honest having wednesday off was realyl great and literally if each week we had wednesday off, I think it would be awesome because it would be spliting your week into two phases like a boss battle. And the difficulty of the week increases or decreases as the days pass. But the wednesday would be like a break or pause to help you regain your supplies after the first phase... regular weeks thinking about it are just like two phases except instead of the break and transition its speedily too the transition aka regular wednesdays...... But anyways we had Wednesday off for Kuhio day which is important.. and not related to boss phases.. This week I built my shelf, and my bed frame for my room! and honestly IT LOOKS FIREE! I finished most of the room by friday and moving all my stuff down. Its just my clothes that need to be moved down and my dogs. I love my room sooo much but its honestly pretty weird with how quiet it is at night compared to with my siblings.... Okay this week was not really an eventful one for me personally.. but one of the biggest things was problably the growth on my art account. I seem to find inspiration in the most ridiculous things.. anyways another thing that happened aside from me moving rooms was playnig dead rails on roblox and piggy it was ridiculous bro. Okay schoolwise, we did orientation practices, in advisory and afterschool. I'm kind of nervous but my excitement its outweighing it. I"M REALYL HYPED HONESTLY. I hope everyone has their things and doesn't forget anything... anyuways in my other classes we worked on reviews... some small quizzes and experiments and exercises to refresh our memory. Honestly it was pretty chill this week (THANK THE LORD) however I'm a bit worried for SBA... but im sure I'll pass if I put time aside to study. Also I've been rewatching and watching new animes! (the new part is really new) I'm really excited for these two animes called Gachiakuta and The SUmmer Hikaru died to come out... but one is in summer. speaking of summer I signed up for summer pe! ITS GONNA BE HELL IM GONNA BE SO DARK BRO. anyways back to anime, the two new upcoming shows seem pretty fascinating if you ask me.. and also I rewatched blackclover, some bits of naruto, and even started Made in Abyss. ITS SO COOL THE WORLD BUILDING OMG... and also I started finsihing up Beastars. ITS PRETTY GOOD. IMO. WHY DIDNT I FINISH IT BEOFRE??? I only finished hte first season.. but FIRE DESPITE ALL THE... moments.. yeah. I really need to get motivatied to draw. I need to force myself to draw more so I can just get ideas but.. I get to focused on working in spurts of energy rather than consistent efforts. 

HIGHTLIGHTS:: 

 -The first highlight would be moving into my new room! All I have to do is move my clothes and put my posters up. Another highlight would be the easy workload this week. THANMK GOODNESS WE WERENT DOING ANYTHING CRAAAYYZZYY. Another highlight is orientation next week! I"M HELLA HYPED. AND VERY EXCITED. But I think most of the 7th graders are nervous.... BUT IM SURE WE GOOOT THIS! Another highlight would be watching animes again because for the past 6+ months not much has really caught my eye and I normally rewatch old shows but never really experience that feeling when you first watch something so cooll.. Another highlight would be playing roblox and 8ball and period 5 shenigans. I don't know why but something about period 5 always makes my day even if we were just sweeping.. mcdonlads was fireee thoug. Another highlight would be finally cleaning up my desk and paint. my paints are finally all in color order! (They will be messed up soon..) BUT HOORRWAY! also the smashing pumpkins is soo fire <333.

LOWLIGHTS::

- Lowlights would probably be all the talk about SBA. I'm a bit nervous. But I'm sure I should do fine if I study. Thats what I always tell myself and it always ends up working out! Plus if I did the topics once, I'm sure I can do it again. Another lowlight would be moving into my room. I know I said it was a highlight but it gets pretty lonely without my siblings. I feel bored out of my mind... and its so quiet. I like it but, without my parents and siblings occasional racket it feels weird. But it just takes some getting used to. Another lowlight would be the family tree asignment. Its making me rage SO MUCH LIKE SERIOUSLY. Finally my biggest lowlight would be not being acknowledged. Though it might not be intentional, I totally understand if someone doesn't hear me when I talk. Like if theyre listening to music I understand. But I'm probably overreacting and I normally don't pay that much mind to it... but I really don't like it when someone doesn't really acknowledge me when I'm talking to them. But I guess its just a matter of interpretation. 

 

LESSON LEARNED::

-My lesson learned is that insecurities are like seeds that grow into a plant of poison. Not only to yourself but to others too. Have you ever been in those situatoins where a friend always talks so negatively about themselves? and it won't be because they're having a bad day its just a thing they normalize. They normalize pointing out their own insecurities and flaws and say, "I hate myself." or some negative bullshit like that not on a bad day but DAILY. I feel like feeding into your insecurities is like watering a plant with poison. YOURE THE PLANT. YOURE HURTING YOURSELF! I feel like understanding your insecurtires and trying to actually overcome them rather than complain about how you can get anything without doing nothing is how you would help you, your plant, thrive with a better mindset. Another lesson I learned is that you should always fix yourself, resolve yourself, and shift your mindset. Adaptability and rationality can help you focus and prioritize. during this week there were instances where I felt a bit invisible because people didn't respond when I talked when I was talking to them. But I totally understand, I've done that too accidentally. Though it might not seem like much it was kinda like my self esteem was cracked like a crack in a mirror. I was feeding into my own insecurities and telling myself things I obviously wouldn't have said in a proper mindset. And that was all because I was having a bit of a bad day. But anyways moments of down times don't define me as a person as a whole. Sometimes it just takes a step back. 

FAV MAGIC NOTE::

-My favorite magic note is naomis and cheyannes. Naomi's one honestly made me really happy because she talked about how I spoke so confidently for orientation. Comparing that to last year in the start of 7th grade with us talking on the stage, I would probably have never believed I could do that now. Also carrying those heavy ass platforms for the runway were so funny especially when everyone was carrying and me and naomi and olivia adn siennar were setting up mics... Okay Cheyannes one is also my favorite becuase she lowkey looked sooo fire in my sweater like SOO SIGIMA SIGMAAA>.. and also I'm glad I was able to ask her when she was scared to ask me!1! CHEYANNE I DONT STALK YOUR BLOGS... TRUST. if you see my blog rn you better watch alice in border land dude........ also Ill eat you cheyanne watch out! 

yo i read some peopels blogs and 4 people put my magic note on their blog that makes me so happeyb